Am i a glass half emtpy
Or am i nearly full?
Or am i somehow
A shattered glass
Never to be filled at all
Life is 10% what happens to you and 90% how you react to it.
Charles R. Swindoll
Listen close
Carefully
I have to say something
But you wont want to hear it
Anymore than i want to say it.
I want to be more
Than you will let me be.
So please
Give me time
This time
Wait- are you listening?
This is what i mean
I need you to understand
I need you to see
I am small,
You've made me this way
I am meant to be invincible
But you got in the way.
I know you've been hur- are you joking?
This is my point!
You ignore me
You restrain me
Then you slaughter my pride.
Do you understa- LISTEN!
It takes more courage
Then i have to say this
But i will
Because i must
So if you ever loved me
Listen now
To my final words
That is, for you
Goodbye
I stole your name
From the gusts of wind
And wondered
If it was destiny?
Im a bit too prideful to admit
That im afraid to say im wrong
But you already knew that, babe
And you have for far too long
The forget-me-nots aren't blooming.
They wither on the sill
No amount of water
Could ressurect them still.
The sunlight shines enough for them,
But all I think to do
Is to let them die right there
Like my relationship with you.
In the shakey moments
Between wake and sleep
I let loose the tears
That I didn’t let you see
They fall upon my pillow
And transform into rust
Reminding me that we
Are nothing more
Than dust
Dont you think I've hurt enough?
My chest is pieces
My heart is numb
Razor sharp words
Shred my skin
Daggers of emotions
Carve my soul
You did this!
Yet you scream at me
For being broken
And mangled
As if it were my fault
For loving
In the first place
Lilac words
And lavender hallucinations
Illuminate a world
That is better off
Without me in it