72 F Today. It’s Beautiful. I Felt The Need To Be Barefoot And Sit In The Grass. I Hate Being Barefoot,

My meds have been adjusted, and this is day three on the new dose. I am not doing well. We don't know if my body is metabolizing them, so this is doubling the dose to see if it takes. I am dissociating and I feel stuck in a dream. I don't know what to do with myself. I just want to cry.

This is all I can show from 2021, but I was nearly there.

i cry a lot, but i am so productive

I've fallen back into drama youtube. Specifically, Gorlworld. I only really seen stuff on Amberlynne Reed, but wow... how do I get out?

Worst side quest in the Final Fantasy franchise?

The desire to pick up art again is boiling over. I just don't know how to approach it. I don't want to do just anime portraits digitally, but I also want to try traditional media. I'm just not sure how to start. I never am. Starting anything is the hardest part for me.

I also want to bake but I am trying to LOSE weight and "healthy" recipes keep having really expensive ingredients???

Yurah Tsukino by amaipetisu

i am finally exposing myself to nier lore and oh my god i am so sad

when mom says you're an "inside cat" and can't go outside, but she'll go out there and sit for minutes at a time.

Artwork my husband and my best friend, @notleriff, got for me for our anniversary last year. Leriff and Yurah. ♥

Artist: Somerdrop