JAYD3N'S SONG OF THE DAY

JAYD3N'S SONG OF THE DAY

day 4 - i do me by kiiikiii

stan kiiikiii ⭐

I wanna smoke a cigarette. I wanna cut. I wanna kill myself. I wanna starve. Everything I want rn is self destruction.

when I’m wiping up bl00d and it’s like wack-a-mole whenever one starts bl33ding again

"You’re so polite" thanks i was raised in constant fear of upsetting people.

"but you survived" it would've been better if I hadn't

𝙄 𝙙𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝙛𝙚𝙚𝙡 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙡. 𝙄 𝙙𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝙛𝙚𝙚𝙡 𝙞𝙢𝙥𝙤𝙧𝙩𝙖𝙣𝙩. 𝙄 𝙙𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝙛𝙚𝙚𝙡 𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙩𝙚𝙙 𝙤𝙧 𝙣𝙚𝙚𝙙𝙚𝙙 𝙤𝙧 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙣 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚𝙙 𝙤𝙧 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙙.

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its so hard to believe someone could love me. im always always too much or too little. never enough.

Why do people react so strongly toward cutting? To me it's an equivalent of smoking or drinking so it's just another coping mechanism. It's not that serious. Chill the hell out