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I'M COMPLETELY BANNED FROM PJSK FOR 2 MONTHS

My pjsk won't open help

people have been wondering whether to pull on Kanamafu yaoi or hermit Mizuena...

but after grinding for MONTHS...

finally...

I got the entire furry Akito set (- Kaito) + Emu colorful fes card because I had spare gacha stickers and I liked it better than furry Kaito

JSHK AND PJSK LESGO

KanaMafu Vitamin - Day 191

today's vitamin is a tbhk edit by iv.orie on insta !! I LOVE THEM HERE !!!!!!!! aoinene real and kanamafu real and everything is yuriful forever ok goodbye

in all the years I've had kanade as my special interest I have seen a plethora of bad takes about her but besides the more obvious ones another really bad one I've seen recently is that kanade has one of the most stable mental health because "she does what she feels like and doesn't hide her true feelings" which has got to be the single most surface level reading of her character I have ever seen. it goes back to this pattern I see in which prsk fans can't pick up on when a character is sad unless they show it as clearly as possible because what even is subtly. kanade hides her negative emotions just as much as mafuyu and mizuki do but the difference between her and them is that she hasn't slipped up yet. we've seen this as early on since kana1 where she does it twice; when she quickly leaves the hospital after finding out her dad doenst remember her and later on when she recalls her childhood picnic and cries because of how bittersweet it is and it's very clear that she was trying not to cry in both scenes just from the tone of her voice. this is seen again in kana4 where rushes to leave the sekai after telling rin the story about when she made her first song but then remembers what happened to her father, rin points out that she looks upset but kanade doesn't wanna admit it because she believes her problems aren't that serious (which apparently is a sentiment that the fandom agrees with). these aren't even subtle anyone who bothers to pay attention to any of these can pick up on kanades habit of repressing her negative emotion. and while yes she does love music, her dedication to composing isn't as simple as "I make music because it's fun and I like it :)" it's also somewhat of a job to her, a thing she does to give herself a purpose which she believe she needs to deserve a place on this earth. kanade’s saviour complex has been misunderstood in many different ways and one if them is this aspect with how much it's negatively affected her life both physically and mentally but it's been watered down to the simplest degree possible. it's why I hate the notion of "kanade can't heal until mafuyu does" when if anything that would just send her into an emotional spiral and an existential crisis because while kanade's desire to save people applies to everyone (its why n25 was created) it would still leave her feeling useless and therefore worthless as a person we've seen this in kana2, the event where kanade is at her lowest (and also hasn't met mafuyu yet), is still overworking herself to death despite how many times she's gotten comments from people saying her songs have saved them because in her eyes she will never be enough. to this day she still has this mentality, ena and mizuki have told her multiple times that she's gotten them out of rough periods in their lives and kanade’s saviour complex still lingers because it was never about just mafuyu. once mafuyu is out of the picture she'll just find someone else to latch onto for the desire of approval and it'll just be an endless cycle of misery until she breaks out of this mentality. saving mafuyu isn't the thing that's gonna heal her, she needs to let go of her guilt, realize that it was never her fault, and by proxy detaching herself from the desire to be useful. to live because she wants to, not because she needs to. so no, she's not "doing whatever she feels like" she's fulfilling an impossible goal she set for herself in an attempts to make herself happy but hasn't realized that it's the very thing that's been making her miserable

Yeahhhh XD

here!!!

why is it that every time I get a questionnaire about psychological stuff I get high "scores" for whatever I'm testing for (this is the fourth time already im not kidding)

But honestly this is both SO USEFUL and I'm also completely shocked after reading it entirely. LIKE WDYM SOME OF THOSE AREN'T JUST COMMON STUFF???? THERE WERE ALSO SOME VERY SPECIFIC ONES THAT MADE ME FEEL SO CALLED OUT ToT

Anyway thank you very much I was hoping you'd see the post and share your wisdom with me because I've seen you're incredibly knowledgeable and y'all were also kinda the main ppl that made me have The Realization™ 👉👈 keep spreading your wisdom it is very useful ฅ⁠^⁠•⁠ﻌ⁠•⁠^⁠ฅ

ANYWAYS we're kinda going to take a while to organize ourselves because we still can't recognize sometimes who's fronting (we're starting to figure it out me thinks) and such and uhhhhh we'll keep y'all updated soon enough and dw we're still the same we just know more stuff now and might not mask as often ･ᴗ･

This is kinda an official announcement of Me being plural??? idk everything fits and we identify with that a lot now that we have the exact definition so yeah ig 👍

The Internal Mind Council™ agreed therefore it is official 🔥🔥🔥🔥

Y'all can still call us Starblaze/Lolbit in general I just gonna warn you that we have 2 blorbos with these names as well (I'm one of them XD ) so we might cook up a new name in order to not get it confused (we also might procrastinate that forever because adhd) so yay nothing changed (also everyone's fine with he/him please keep using those)

We're all pretty new to this so it's still kinda scary and slightly off so I might keep using singular pronouns and terms when referring to myself a lot despite all this (we'll probably use both such as I'm doing rn). It's comfy also y'all don't need to call us by plural pronouns and terms we're fine with singular ones too so if you're confused, don't be afraid it's fine really. We're still the same just.. idk new thing??? Still Starblaze y'all know and probably despise :3

Fuck that was a lot of text mb </333

Tldr; we're plural pretty much also read last paragraph plz it's important :>

I'M SCARED I MIGHT BE BANNED FROM PJSK ON MY CURRENT TABLET THANK GOD MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING 😭😭😭

My pjsk won't open help

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Do not blame me for who I am. The doctor prescribed me 20 mL of #cats of tumblr twice a day.

you. plural. go to the mafuyu blog and see if what is happening is plurality or not

@/yuki-25ji

scroll down for a while and youll get why im asking

Well, actually that's one of the blogs that I always read every single post of, so I already have an answer-!

I think???? I mean, different being, the whole "let's separate each other by saying that I'm the [insert characteristic] part of you and you're the [insert opposite characteristic] part", and I guess being able to hold an entire conversation with the voice inside your head isn't a singlet thing, so... I'd say it looks like so!! I am no expert, much less any of the other stargazers, so I might be missing some key factor or something, but to me it looks like so, at least that's how I write plural characters! (I only ever consciously wrote a total of 1 system with a baffling total of 2 alters and written with the intention to try to get the hang of it but yk yk)

I'd say ask my moot(s) @/our-happy-end1ng, they know much more than I do :>

Rereading this text I actually realized that OWN looks/sounds like one of our alters so uhhh do with that information whatever you desire 🤠👍

Love this silly trend lol

no words needed