botineh - queen of the clouds

botineh

queen of the clouds

I don't really know who I am.

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botineh
9 months ago

This is a slow fandom zone

None of that "Oh no they bomb-dropped all the episodes in a week 1 month ago, I'm late!" "The tag hasn't been active all week is the fandom dead?" "I only got a hundred shares the first hour no one cares about my art"

Slow down

Take a deep breath and slow down

Fandom is YOU. And me and everyone. If we doodle stick figures for a show that ended 30 years ago we aren't "late" or "doing too little", we're playing dolls in our own time and having fun with works of art that mean a lot to us

You can literally watch and engage with something that aired in 2004 as if it aired yesterday

If the tag hasn't been active for 14 months guess what? If YOU post there, it isn't dead. Literally you can talk about anything you want whenever you want there is no weird law against watching things that people aren't actively talk about

Let's be deranged about stories together

botineh
9 months ago

Everyone is fighting a tough battle so reblog to give previous a sword šŸ—”ļø

botineh
9 months ago
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botineh
9 months ago

i hope that one day i will finally be ok….i’ll make a cherry pie when it is all over

botineh
3 years ago

screaming and crying !!! (sitting in my bed completely silent and staring stoically at the wall)

botineh
4 years ago

Help me, aromantics Kenobi, you’re my only hope

Hey, I have never actually used tumblr much in terms of actually like posting stuff but a friend told me talking to people about this would probably help and I thought well maybe someone can help me on tumblr after i looked at a lot of posts about the subject.

Here it goes I guess. I’m bisexual, I know this for a while now and it’s something about me that doesn’t confuse me anymore. And I thought that was it, like I have myself figured out I know all I need to know. Recently, I realised, I know jack shit. Yes, I’m bisexual. That’s easy. It was easy to label and identify when i accepted that I did not only wanted to kiss boys.

Here comes the problem, I’m not sure I want to fall in love with anyone. Or can, really. I had a few relationships, they ended, I ended them. I’m always very uncomfortable in romantic settings. It just takes a lot from me to act in love, I don’t think I have been in love actually. Looking at the relationships that I had they all feel a lot to me like friendships that fell apart when people wanted more of me.

I think I’m aromantic, is where I’m getting with this unnecessary rant. I think I confused close friendships with romantic things and fucked all to hell. But I’m not sure because feelings are stupid and I have a very difficult time grasping and describing them. And also, I’m pretty sure I’m not romantic repulsed. Like, couples and ships and all that, I love reading about, I love seeing on movies I think it’s very cute. I just don’t feel that? Maybe? Or maybe I feel but it’s very small? I don’t know. I’m confused, it’s the whole point of this.

This shit is getting too long and I’m feeling too exposed. Maybe I’ll delete this right after I post, I don’t know.

THE POINT IS can someone aro pls talk to me? I know it must be super annoying talking with someone who is very lost, but I think it would really help me and I would be very thankful. If anyone can help me, thank you a lot. If you can’t, it’s okay I totally get it. I’m researching all I can I just think maybe talking with someone will help me. I don’t know.

Fuck, maybe this was a bad idea.


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botineh
4 years ago

But seriously - do you know how fucking good it could have been if Bellamy had been there and the last line of the show was Bellamy saying

ā€œSo what now, Princess?ā€

And Clarke responding:

ā€œWhatever the hell we want.ā€

And then boom out on Radioactive

botineh
5 years ago
MATCHING ICONS!!!! REBLOG FOR USE!! I Forgot About The Matching Gerard Icon, So I’m Really Excited
MATCHING ICONS!!!! REBLOG FOR USE!! I Forgot About The Matching Gerard Icon, So I’m Really Excited

MATCHING ICONS!!!! REBLOG FOR USE!! I forgot about the matching Gerard icon, so I’m really excited to finally be posting them both lol.

botineh
5 years ago

Petition to change the slowburn trope's name to idiots to lovers cuz that is what they are and nothing anyone says will make me think otherwise

botineh
5 years ago

Some People Think Emo Music is like this:

Some People Think Emo Music Is Like This:

Others think itā€˜s like this:

Some People Think Emo Music Is Like This:

But in reality itā€˜s a bit more like this:

Some People Think Emo Music Is Like This:

@bvbally @the-black-melody @pete-wetzel

botineh
5 years ago
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botineh
5 years ago

how to trick writers into giving you more fanfic to read

How To Trick Writers Into Giving You More Fanfic To Read
botineh
5 years ago
Fanfiction Club: The Rules
Fanfiction Club: The Rules
Fanfiction Club: The Rules
Fanfiction Club: The Rules
Fanfiction Club: The Rules
Fanfiction Club: The Rules
Fanfiction Club: The Rules
Fanfiction Club: The Rules
Fanfiction Club: The Rules
Fanfiction Club: The Rules

Fanfiction Club: The Rules

This idea came to me when I woke up first thing this morning.

botineh
5 years ago

so apparently sleeping doesn’t make your problems go away. I woke up and everything still sucked. shocked and upset

botineh
5 years ago

I just watched Lemonade Mouth for the first time in years and HOW tf do I remember every word to every song??

botineh
5 years ago

Me, a writer: *has an good idea for a story/fanfic*

Also me: ā€œI wish somebody would write that.ā€

botineh
5 years ago
Well, You Know How Men Are. They Think ā€œNoā€ Means ā€œYesā€ And ā€œGet Lostā€ Means ā€œTake Me,
Well, You Know How Men Are. They Think ā€œNoā€ Means ā€œYesā€ And ā€œGet Lostā€ Means ā€œTake Me,
Well, You Know How Men Are. They Think ā€œNoā€ Means ā€œYesā€ And ā€œGet Lostā€ Means ā€œTake Me,
Well, You Know How Men Are. They Think ā€œNoā€ Means ā€œYesā€ And ā€œGet Lostā€ Means ā€œTake Me,
Well, You Know How Men Are. They Think ā€œNoā€ Means ā€œYesā€ And ā€œGet Lostā€ Means ā€œTake Me,
Well, You Know How Men Are. They Think ā€œNoā€ Means ā€œYesā€ And ā€œGet Lostā€ Means ā€œTake Me,
Well, You Know How Men Are. They Think ā€œNoā€ Means ā€œYesā€ And ā€œGet Lostā€ Means ā€œTake Me,
Well, You Know How Men Are. They Think ā€œNoā€ Means ā€œYesā€ And ā€œGet Lostā€ Means ā€œTake Me,
Well, You Know How Men Are. They Think ā€œNoā€ Means ā€œYesā€ And ā€œGet Lostā€ Means ā€œTake Me,
Well, You Know How Men Are. They Think ā€œNoā€ Means ā€œYesā€ And ā€œGet Lostā€ Means ā€œTake Me,

Well, you know how men are. They think ā€œNoā€ means ā€œYesā€ and ā€œGet lostā€ means ā€œTake me, I’m yours.ā€

HERCULES (1997)

botineh
5 years ago
What Did We Do To Deserve Bill Nye
What Did We Do To Deserve Bill Nye
What Did We Do To Deserve Bill Nye
What Did We Do To Deserve Bill Nye
What Did We Do To Deserve Bill Nye
What Did We Do To Deserve Bill Nye
What Did We Do To Deserve Bill Nye
What Did We Do To Deserve Bill Nye
What Did We Do To Deserve Bill Nye
What Did We Do To Deserve Bill Nye
What Did We Do To Deserve Bill Nye
What Did We Do To Deserve Bill Nye
What Did We Do To Deserve Bill Nye

What did we do to deserve Bill Nye

botineh
6 years ago

Us: *starved from lack of representation in our favorite novels*

Rick Riordan: Heard y’all wanted some representation so here an African American girl raised in the 1940’s lol

Us: OH MY GOD YES THA-

Rick Riordan: Oh lets give her an awkward yet badass Chinese-Canadian boyfriend

Us: OH MY-

Rick Riordan: Oh, here’s a Native American girl daughter of Aphrodite with a movie star dad

Us: I-

RR: What about a smol sassy Latino boy that will soon become your favorite character?

Us: AWW-

RR: Oh wait, here an lil emo Italian sad boi and his sunny optimistic boyfriend

Us: WH-

RR: Here’s a badass native Latina who takes no shit (we all know she gay af for Thalia but we must wait)

Us: Oh-

RR: Y’all wanna hear about the queen of bisexuals Apollo?

Us: I’m-

RE: What about an old, non-sexualized lesbian couple with an incredibly romantic backstory??

Us: Wait-

RR: OH WAIT! Do you want a badass Muslim girl who follows tradition Muslim values but doesn’t let it stop her from living a normal life? Oh, and she’s also in a healthy arranged marriage don’t worry

Us: H-

RR: How about a gender-fluid and transgender child of Loki with a lovely taste in fashion?

Us: Wait hold o-

RR: What about a deaf elf who uses sign language to communicate but is still a valuable character cause he’s magical as well?

Us: But-

RR: Oh, and here’s two biracial siblings that look nothing alike but they’re related, trust me

Us: *shocked*

RR: OH! I ALMOST FORGOT! Literally all theses characters are dyslexic, but it’s ok because it’s possible to live a full life even with disorders like dyslexia.

Us: *faints from the tidal wave of representation thrown at us*

RR: Anything else?

Us:

Us: *starved From Lack Of Representation In Our Favorite Novels*
botineh
6 years ago

rowan’s biting kink reblog if you agree

botineh
6 years ago
Warcross Headers
Warcross Headers

warcross headers

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credits to @ginnyweasrley

botineh
6 years ago
Angelina Michelle Icons
Angelina Michelle Icons
Angelina Michelle Icons
Angelina Michelle Icons
Angelina Michelle Icons
Angelina Michelle Icons

angelina michelle icons

please like or reblog if you like itĀ 

credits to @alliehayers

botineh
6 years ago
Renata Valliulina Icons
Renata Valliulina Icons
Renata Valliulina Icons
Renata Valliulina Icons
Renata Valliulina Icons
Renata Valliulina Icons

renata valliulina icons

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credits to @alliehayers

botineh
6 years ago
Jackie Burkhart Icons
Jackie Burkhart Icons
Jackie Burkhart Icons
Jackie Burkhart Icons
Jackie Burkhart Icons
Jackie Burkhart Icons

jackie burkhart icons

please like or reblog if you like it

credits to @alliehayers

botineh
6 years ago
Annabel Smit Icons
Annabel Smit Icons
Annabel Smit Icons
Annabel Smit Icons
Annabel Smit Icons
Annabel Smit Icons

annabel smit icons

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credits to @alliehayers

botineh
6 years ago
Melissa Fernandes Icons
Melissa Fernandes Icons
Melissa Fernandes Icons
Melissa Fernandes Icons
Melissa Fernandes Icons
Melissa Fernandes Icons

melissa fernandes icons

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credits to @alliehayers

botineh
6 years ago
Lydia Maachi Icons
Lydia Maachi Icons
Lydia Maachi Icons
Lydia Maachi Icons
Lydia Maachi Icons
Lydia Maachi Icons

lydia maachi icons

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credits to @alliehayers

botineh
6 years ago
Ellie Thumann Icons
Ellie Thumann Icons
Ellie Thumann Icons
Ellie Thumann Icons
Ellie Thumann Icons
Ellie Thumann Icons

ellie thumann icons

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credits to @alliehayers

botineh
6 years ago
Anna Icons
Anna Icons
Anna Icons
Anna Icons
Anna Icons
Anna Icons

anna icons

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credits to @alliehayers

botineh
6 years ago
Clarissa Muller Icons
Clarissa Muller Icons
Clarissa Muller Icons
Clarissa Muller Icons
Clarissa Muller Icons
Clarissa Muller Icons

clarissa muller icons

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credits to @alliehayers

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