"its Not Like Minecraft Outside You Chronically Online Piece Of-"

INTRO POST

Hallo my name is Starblaze (he/him) and I'm a star cat! ★

Addicted to pjsk so this blog will be that + random rambles

I apologize if my grammar is bad!! English is not my first language

Please don't overthink it if my texts are too long or too cold. I'm not the best at expressing myself so I might give the wrong impression

Tag #thecatmeows for my giant ahh texts about whatever really. Also tag #thecatsekai for pjsk rambles ฅ⁠^⁠•⁠ﻌ⁠•⁠^⁠ฅ

I'm part of a system, here's a list to all of us!

Blinkies by @/stringzzzzzz :3

OTHER BLOGS:

@starblaze-the-artkit - art blog

@chibi-tsukasa-tenma - chibi tsukasa rp blog

@chibi-rui-kamishiro - chibi rui rp blog

In case tumblr goes down, I created a backup twt: @ FoxInYourWalls also named "Star backup account". If the platform goes down and anyone wishes to message me or I find another to settle in (I'm not using Tw1tter) I'll warn it there. I'm not going to be using that account for anything else, and won't respond messages there unless tumblr is compromised.

I made that account due to recent rumors, I have no idea if they're real but having a backup account is always great either way.

Do I Not Disgust You?

It is okay if my existence is so vile?

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The portrayal of gender dysphoria is typically limited to a surface level, physical sense, so I wanted to explore a possible social/emotional aspect to it through Mizuki

Mizuki sees their inherent (transgender) existence as a curse through what can be implied through Bake No Hana through lyrics such as “My punishment for having been born” or “it’s cute but it tastes like sin.”

The song itself just reeks of disgust and self-hatred; in combination with Mizuki’s comment about what others would think of Ena and Mizuki just existing together, I couldn’t help but ponder the thoughts possibly fueled by dysphoria/society’s views on their identity that Mizuki would have racing through their mind.

It is a common experience for trans people feel as if they are disgusting, vile, even “sinful” just for existing and while piecing together lyrics and dialogue with Mizuki, I don’t believe she is excluded from this feeling.

I'M COMPLETELY BANNED FROM PJSK FOR 2 MONTHS

My pjsk won't open help

//Thank you for enjoying the angst and Mafu sadness

@yuki-25ji [OFFLINE]

Always!!!! :3

Peak arc btw, you're cooking mod 🔥🔥🔥

I have an Emu sideblog I didn't really use much. I even have members of them in my AU sideblogs

thank you very much, once I have the time and motivation I'll send an ask ^⁠•⁠ﻌ⁠•⁠^

bro blinked as he was taking the photo 😭

btw I made the bg yayyyyyy

ME AND RUI WERE IN A TOUR AND FOUND THIS AWESOME DINNER!! I TOOK THIS PHOTO OF US AND HE TOLD ME IT WOULD BE A GOOD IDEA TO SEND IT HERE!!! ☆☆☆

lolbit, i don't know what's happening, but know that we'll always be there to support you, ok? -ena

Thank you, I really appreciate all the support everyone has been giving me- I was completely sure no one would even see Moon's post <3

Ty very much, all of you :]

There's Bluesky which is similar to Twitter from what I know, but I don't know too much. I just know it's been less toxic when I did use it

Oh, I heard lots from it when the Brazil twt ban happened (I'm from Brazil), I might consider it a potential replacement but for now I'll just have twt which most people know and I kinda already made the account anyway, but thanks for the recommendation, I hope nothing happens that requires me to look into it tho

In either case I'll just back up my blogs so I don't lose all that's in them (specially chibikasa, haven't posted much on the rest) and enjoy my time here. It is truly a safe space for me. ฅ⁠^⁠•⁠ﻌ⁠•⁠^⁠ฅ

ty for the recommendation!! and also I kinda found out about the rumors from your blog so ty for that as well

Oh dear, I'm co-fronting with Blaze but each of us want to do our own thing. How amazing!

Gonna try to put on some music to see if he manages to kick me out

I wanna size Tsukasa down and put him in my pocket!!! ☆

Right to left!! L<-R